[O]f a suicide.

When lights that shine too bright, and the darkness is exactly what you seek
When every sound, from the chirping of a bird, the crashing of the waves, to the voice of your friend,
sound like a bullhorn embedded in your ear
When you think that punching your eyelids in
or carving them out
or pressing them 'till they explode
will fix everything
When you clench your teeth to prevent yourself from launching
When you think you can dig your finger through your eye sockets and scratch your brain
When the room spins from one direction to the next
When you are an asshole and you don't know why
When you want to kill your professor
When you get nauseous
When you pass out
When darkness is your cure
Then you have a migrane.

15 years and counting. fuck the pain.